A Meditation, by John Donne

Variable, and therefore miserable condition of Man;  this minute I was well, and am ill, this minute.  I am surprised with a sudden change, and alteration to worse, and can impute it to no cause, nor call it by any name.   We study Health, and we deliberate upon our meats, and drink, and air, and exercises, and we hew, and we polish every stone, that goes to that building, and so our Health is a long and regular work;  But in a minute a Cannon batters all, overthrows all, demolishes all;  a Sickness unprevented for all our diligence, unsuspected for all our curiosity;  nay, undeserved, if we consider only disorder, summons us, seizes us, possesses us, destroys us in an instant.  O miserable condition of Man, which was not imprinted by God, who as he is immortal himself, had put a coal, a beam of Immortality into us, which we might have blown into a flame, but blew it out, by our first sin;  we beggared ourselves by hearkening after false riches, and infatuated our selves by hearkening after false knowledge.  So that now, we do not only die, but die upon the Rack, die by the torment of sickness;  nor that only, but are preafflicted, superafflicted with the jealousies and suspicions, and apprehensions of Sickness, before we can call it a sickness;  we are not sure we are ill;  one hand asks the other by the pulse, and our eyes ask our urine, how we do.  O multiplied misery!  we die, and cannot enjoy death, because we die in this torment of sickness;  we are tormented with sickness, and cannot stay till the torment come, but preapprehensions and presages, prophecy those  torments, which induce that death before either come;  and our dissolution is conceived in these first changes, quickened in the sickness itself, and born in death, which bears date from these first changes.  Is this the honour which Man hath by being a little world, That he hath these earthquakes  in himself, sudden shakings;  these lightnings, sudden flashes;  these thunders,  sudden noises;  these Eclipses, sudden offuscations, and darknings of his senses;  these Blazing stars, sudden fiery exhalations;  these Rivers of blood,  sudden red waters?  Is he a world to himself only therefore, that he hath enough in himself, not only to destroy, and execute himself, but to presage that execution upon  himself;  to assist the sickness, to antedate the sickness, to make the sickness the more irremediable, by sad apprehensions, and as if he would make a fire the more vehement, by sprinkling water upon the coals, so to wrap a hot fever in cold Melancholy, lest the fever alone should not destroy fast enough, without this contribution, nor perfect the work (which is destruction) except we joined an artificial sickness, of our own melancholy, to our natural, our unnatural fever.  O perplexed discomposition, O riddling distemper, O miserble condition of Man!